chuckylina

today is 11th .

2007-09-10T11:42:00.000-07:00

11th . five days more will actually be .. seems like its so hard for me to forget you . i guess you will always be in my mind for life . ( not a guy ) i miss you so much , we are just so close . every moment i felt your presence when you are with me . we are just so close . when i m upset i believe you are utterly downcast too . i know those days are kinda tough , but i was quite elated over it , its like you are so naughty . i often wonder . and i wonder you are a girl or a boy . i love you . n this kind of love is different which cant be compare to others. i m sorry , you make me gulity , you make me always think of it . i wonder if you are still with me , i wonder if you .. i guess you must have loathe me . i guess you must be a soul filled will hatred and with full of eager in revenging . forgive me as i m filled with gulit . lastly , i love you . farewell.

suffering .

2007-09-03T08:58:00.000-07:00

i am having serious back ache right now. and my eyes, omg .. i cant face this world anymore . i m going to hide in my cupboard , forever inside and never face the light.
okay -
1st , i wanna get a bag , a good one. either LV or guggi. i realise all my bags suck. and that guess bag , i regret buying . byebye . i dont think i will use you often .
2nd , back to taekwondo soon . i miss those days with buddy . siao buddy.
3rd , tattoos . aha !
4th , slim down . and never be a pig again.
5th , meet jason the doll soon .
6th , clothes ! i want a topshop jeans.
7th , back aches and soreeyes byebye.
8th . pass my o's.
9th have a sweet boyfriend . and it will be you,
10th , hope matt is fine in camp. nice fren.

and lastly , to erase my painful past . you ... nothing can make me forget .. i m so sorryyy. ... you are gone ... we will never meet again .... i just cant accept you .... no fate .. i .. so ...sorryy....

another day , with you .

2007-08-26T23:10:00.000-07:00

morning , was bored so do some blogging . =) going to meet buddy later , we might go back to taekwondo . so lousy , learn till yellow tip belt only , because of that lin or lim jiajun step jing's finger , so she gave up . she gave up i gave up . =(
talk about hobby , still cant manage to have good pool skills. and morgan can even play better than me. the pool table is just beside me . i think i shall make it into my bed. more useful .
i miss him badly , my mind is all about him . i am quite surprise about my own actions. as i m so serious. arghhhhhhhhhhhhh.baby

XD YOU.

2007-08-26T03:39:00.000-07:00

this newborn blog were created for you . that particular guy that makes me filled with anxiety,makes me emotional.got me vexed, although we aint that close, i do wish you were beside me. do cuddle me , do kiss me .
i vow i will never be the one that walk pass and stab you.in fact , i will be the one that make you recover.with nights that ever since i knew you , i worried about you. will you be okay , will you be happy today ?waiting for your msgs for minutes.minutes like hours. hours like days.days like decade.decades like century.you are unique, you are unexplainable.you are solemn.you are straightforward.