today is 11th .

11th . five days more will actually be .. seems like its so hard for me to forget you . i guess you will always be in my mind for life . ( not a guy ) i miss you so much , we are just so close . every moment i felt your presence when you are with me . we are just so close . when i m upset i believe you are utterly downcast too . i know those days are kinda tough , but i was quite elated over it , its like you are so naughty . i often wonder . and i wonder you are a girl or a boy . i love you . n this kind of love is different which cant be compare to others. i m sorry , you make me gulity , you make me always think of it . i wonder if you are still with me , i wonder if you .. i guess you must have loathe me . i guess you must be a soul filled will hatred and with full of eager in revenging . forgive me as i m filled with gulit . lastly , i love you . farewell.